30 #dsxp #darkshadows #thecollinschronicles

David attempted to kill me.

I know exactly the kind of monster I built within him.  If you want the Unforgivable Sin of Roger Collins, that’s it.  I want to erase that legacy.  He needs love and I refuse to give it to him.  How?  Why?  I know what he needs, but when the time comes, something in me refuses to let it go.  Maybe I have a morbid curiosity.  Can I make him as monstrous as Old Jameson made me?  Or am I afraid that, if he had a choice to love me, he’d refuse, no matter how kind I might be?  Yes.  That’s it.

Never forgive me, David.  Never.